Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I'm terribly sorry about my last post! I have been in a rut as of late. However, today was wonderful! I got things accomplished that I wanted to , one of my besties, Michelle, is home and I have a lot of exciting things to look forward to in the coming days and weeks. And also, I just felt GOOD. No reason in particular, I just did. BRING ON SUMMER!!!

I would like to put a note in her to all my friends that get neglected by me... which is mainly everyone. It's not that I don't love you all... It's that I struggle with some serious anxiety, and a significant amount of depression. Because of this I tend to get withdrawn and distant, which is totally opposite from the girl most of you probably see face to face. This is something I am working on... I don't love it but it is part of who I am. And I love you all, even when I'm avoiding talking to you or hanging out.

Again I'm sorry for the last post!! I don't want there to be stigmas about these types of things but I also don't feel like I need to be all up in everyone's face with my downer business. So there you have it!!

I will be posting soon.

1 comments:

Lacey Sue said...

I 100% understand anxiety and depression. I have struggled with it since I was 13. Most people don't know it...but I handle it the EXACT same way you do. Do what you got to do- to be happy. THAT'S what really matters to the people who love you! Glad to see you are feeling better, it was nice to have a post from ya!! Keep smiling sweetie, life- always- gets better!