I'm terribly sorry about my last post! I have been in a rut as of late. However, today was wonderful! I got things accomplished that I wanted to , one of my besties, Michelle, is home and I have a lot of exciting things to look forward to in the coming days and weeks. And also, I just felt GOOD. No reason in particular, I just did. BRING ON SUMMER!!!

I would like to put a note in her to all my friends that get neglected by me... which is mainly everyone. It's not that I don't love you all... It's that I struggle with some serious anxiety, and a significant amount of depression. Because of this I tend to get withdrawn and distant, which is totally opposite from the girl most of you probably see face to face. This is something I am working on... I don't love it but it is part of who I am. And I love you all, even when I'm avoiding talking to you or hanging out.

Again I'm sorry for the last post!! I don't want there to be stigmas about these types of things but I also don't feel like I need to be all up in everyone's face with my downer business. So there you have it!!

I will be posting soon.

Debbie Downer. Neg Nancy. Spoil Sport am I.

The Name of my Blog is "No Day But Today" and sometimes that is how I feel... how I get through things, but it's not really how I live my life. I think about the future constantly... all the what ifs and could bes. I'm driven mad by the prospect of things. Torn always by the possible outcomes of my decisions. So maybe I'll have to change the name of my blog. For now, I'm just taking a break. Don't know when I'll be back. I'm trying to focus on real life for a while I guess, instead of this weird cyber world where I sometimes live and cope. Later!